Weight went up again, must have been salty gravy for supper last night and not enough water. I've been fighting a headache since yesterday. It could be my teeth, two months ago I had a retreat of a root canal and before that had had a boil on my gums from the infection. After the retreat the boil went away and my gums healed but now I have that ache there again. Realized I hadn't been flossing, so started that back up as well. Unless I'm getting a sinus infection. Feeling a little negative about it but hoping to stay and keep staying in a positive frame of mind.

Gulp!

Hubby weighed himself last night, he was no happy. It read 200lb. He's catching up to me faster than I'm going down to him! Well, we are making changes, changes to everything, food, lifestyle, you name it. I've stayed relatively the same weight for the last month or two and I'd really like to number to go down again. So I'm working on it all the time. Time to start reading I think, because joining the Jillian Michaels website isn't helping me none right now.

I still haven't been motivated to exercise, I think about it everyday but then I stay in bed longer or got to bed early. We are going to look at those special lights for SADs when we are in the City. Only two more days. Getting excited!

My Mickey

My son, hard to believe that in a week he's going to be 5. My babies are growing up so fast. He's the most precious child. He knows how to express himself and let you know if he's happy or sad. He's always so loving and full of compliments. He loves to have style, he's always dressing up fancy or layering his clothes for the full effect. He likes to stand out but at the same time he doesn't want to be noticed. He does it to make himself happy. He loves to be part of a group and alone. He's full of life and is determined that he's going to marry me when he grows up but seems to have settled for just living with Mom and Dad forever. We shall see in 10 years where he still stands. He's an artist and loves to create whether with markers or paper or Lego. He's just an all round great kid!

I'm really tired of not being on track. This stupid cycle of starting and stopping is driving me insane, I just want to be on plan, on track. But I have issues going on I think and I have to deal with them some more.

I'm tired again this morning, my throat is sore, my body is achy. Why? This is the second time in two weeks I've been sick or maybe I just wasn't better in the first place. Mentally I think I'm feeling fine but who knows these days, maybe I'm just crazy or something!

But today will be better, I had a smart breakfast of cereal and then got my latte to start the day because I really needed it today. I think the lattes at this new place I've been going to are so delicious and they may make me an addict and I may never go to the other place again just taste wise it's so yummy! And I'm not a coffee drinker!

Three more days and Hubby and I are off to the City. I'm super excited to have some alone time with my Husband. I love him so much.

Feeling much better now. Was down for the count for a couple of days. I was so tired and not good. Woke up feeling much relieved that I wasn't that tired and achy anymore. Got the house cleaned, took the boys sledding and for a visit up to my parents. So it was a good day!